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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 3:18 pm

I've have the meds, counseling and everything else; I just so tired and alone. I know Daniel would not want this for me but I've been fighting for soooo long it just doesn't seem worth it anymore.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 3:19 pm

Please call me.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 3:20 pm

Or inbox me your number and I will call you.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 3:46 pm

I just found your number. I'm gonna keep calling til you pick up the phone!!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 5:31 pm

Blue....I can't say I know what you are going through but please don't think that you aren't worth it!!! Take it day by day....have you ever thought of speaking to a priest? Maybe they can give you some guidance as well!! Thinking of you and sending you a HUGE HUG!

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 6:15 pm

She called me and she's gonna call tomorrow. :-)

It is one step at a time, very small steps.

No one knows unless you've been there. There is no time line for grief, especially when you lose a child.

Blue and I lost our only child and we were both single parents. It's difficult to pick up the pieces to your life when you've lost the life that you knew. Daniel and Brian weren't just a part of our lives, they were our entire lives.

I've said this before but I think it needs repeated. You will never "get over it" or "move on". What you learn to do is survive each day.

Just keep saying prayers for Blue. She needs them right now.

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 6:39 pm

Kelly I'm glad that she called you!! And you're right I have no idea what any parent that has lost a child feels like...I feel for you all! HUGS!

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 7:04 pm

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I've have the meds, counseling and everything else; I just so tired and alone. I know Daniel would not want this for me but I've been fighting for soooo long it just doesn't seem worth it anymore.

blueeyed - *hugs for life.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 8:11 pm

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I've have the meds, counseling and everything else; I just so tired and alone. I know Daniel would not want this for me but I've been fighting for soooo long it just doesn't seem worth it anymore.

Blueeyed, so glad you called Kelli, and Kelli thank you for being there for her too. Blue, I'm so sorry you are hurting so bad, I wish there was something we could all do for you to take away your pain. Hug wrap up in arms
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 9:05 pm

Blueeyed, I just want you to know that so many of us really, truly care about what you're going through, and the constant agonizing pain that you have to bear. I pray that something comes into your life soon that eases that agony in at least some small way, and offers you that bit of sunshine you so desperately need right now. Thank you for accepting the help of those who have are walking this walk ahead of and beside you, like Kelli, because there is strength in numbers, instead of feeling so very alone like you so often do. Sending you many, many {{{hugs}}} from across the country.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 27th 2013, 10:04 pm

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 2:58 pm

I just wanted to thank everyone for the love and encouragement, especially Kelli. I'm feeling much better today and found a little for fight left in me!

big hug to all of you, you are the best!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 3:33 pm

Best news I've read all day! Hang in there kid.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 5:40 pm

Wonderful news!! Keep up the fight, one day at a time!!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 5:46 pm

Blue, I'm so grateful that you're having a better day.
One day at a time indeed.
Kelli, thank you for reaching out, one grieving mother to another. It means so much.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 8:01 pm

blueeyed wrote:
I just wanted to thank everyone for the love and encouragement, especially Kelli. I'm feeling much better today and found a little for fight left in me!

big hug to all of you, you are the best!

I'm so glad. To you and to Kelli Hug wrap up in arms

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 9:03 pm

Yep, she sounded so much better today on the phone!!!! It made me so happy!! Not only that, but she made the list I told her to and had her phone calls/appts made already!! And I checked in with her around 10 am her time!!

I'm so proud of you Denise!!! Baby steps, my friend. We can do this together!!

Love you girl!!!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 28th 2013, 9:06 pm

And thanks to everyone for all the love, support, and kind words.

You are an amazing group that I'm so happy to be a part of.

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   January 29th 2013, 4:39 pm

Kelli, your strength never ceases to amaze me! And blueeyed, I'm so happy you could see a little sunshine through the clouds! You ladies (and others who are walking this shared walk) are people I really admire. clap

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   February 3rd 2013, 12:49 pm

((((blueeyed))))) sorry sweetie I have no words. you are in my prayers.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 6th 2013, 7:38 pm

Just a quick check-in:

I'm mentally doing 100% better. I am starting to feel like a human being again. Now the hard part starts, trying to fix everything that went to hell in the last 20 months. But at least now I want to fix things.

I want to thank Kelli, she has been a great help. She has the most beautiful Mother's Day poem on facebook, it makes me cry, but in a good way.

Shug - I read your post in Simple's thread it was incredible and exactly true.

Simple I hope you are doing well, I am always thinking about you.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 6th 2013, 7:52 pm

thank you blueeyed, I have been thinking of you too, so glad to hear you are feeling better. not doing the best my husband left me one week after Robbies one year. bit of a funk but holding on. (((((blueeyed)))))
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 6th 2013, 8:14 pm

simple and blueyed you are in my thoughts and prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hugs to both of you
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 6:01 am

Such good news blueeyed ... I'm so grateful to Kelli, simple, Shug and any others in your life who were able to reach out and make a difference.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 7:57 am

Blueeyed, it is so good to read this, and I just wish you all the best in your steps moving forward!!

Simple, I am so sorry to read that your husband made the choice he did, which has led to a double loss in your life. I sure hope you have a support system around you that is helping you through this, and please just know that we're here for you when you need us. I know we're just 'strangers' on a message board, but that doesn't mean we don't care!!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 1:00 pm

Ohh Simple, I'm so sorry for this additional loss in your life.
As glued said, we do care.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 1:51 pm

Bless both your hearts. I hope for good things to come. Such sweet ladies deserve to be happy.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 3:32 pm

I'm so glad to read you are doing better blueeyed, and simple, I wish you better days ahead. I know this upcoming weekend will be hard...you will be in my thoughts. Hug wrap up in arms

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 5:26 pm

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Hugs to you two and to anyone else who is hurting.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 7th 2013, 6:02 pm

KayS wrote:
Bless both your hearts. I hope for good things to come. Such sweet ladies deserve to be happy.

This!!

Hoping for more happier, peaceful days ahead.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 8th 2013, 6:18 pm

Blue, you know I love you and I'm here for you. And, I will be checking on you!! lol

Mother's Day sure is one of the tough ones to get through, but we'll make it!!

Here is the poem Blue was talking about. It makes me cry too.


Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 8th 2013, 10:53 pm

That's a beautiful poem Kelli....and to all you mom's that have lost a child, my thoughts are with you all!!! MANY MANY HUGS TO YOU!

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 10th 2013, 12:14 am

Thanks everyone, and Glued somehow you guys are not strangers to me. You all have helped me through the absolute worst time in my life.

This is the place I come to when it all become "too much" and I need to just scream out loud. I know that sounds silly, but when I'm sad I can come here and talk (well type but you know what I mean) and finally, when I'm feeling a little better I can share that too. So, that makes you all my friends, not strangers anymore.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 10th 2013, 7:05 am

I'm so grateful that people here could help in some small way blueeyed ... most of us could only offer comfort and support but I'm especially grateful to Kelli, simple and Shug who were willing to share their own painful journeys.
You women amaze me with your strength.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 10th 2013, 6:09 pm

Beautiful poem Kelli. (((HUGS))) to all of you.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 18th 2013, 4:22 pm

Hey blue...always makes me happy to see you posting.
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   May 22nd 2013, 12:19 pm

Blue, I'm so glad to hear you are doing better.

Simple, keeping you in my thoughts. I am sure you will recover from this.

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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   August 17th 2013, 4:30 am

Blue, just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you today. Some anniversaries sure do suck!!!

So I'm sending you lots of love and hugs!!!!!


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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   September 5th 2013, 4:48 pm

Thanks Kelli.  We've spoke on facebook so I know you know I'm ok.   And yes some anniversaries do suck!
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PostSubject: Re: Blueeyed   September 5th 2013, 6:53 pm

miss you blueeyed! hope all is well
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