Ethan Zohn: 'My Cancer Is Back' By Mark Dagostino
Originally posted Monday September 14, 2009 07:55 AM EDT
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Just last month, for the first time since being
diagnosed with a rare form of
Hodgkin's disease in April followed by three months of
intense chemotherapy Ethan Zohn was finally feeling good.
"I was off chemo," he says. "I was running up to seven miles" in
preparationfor November's New York City Marathon. "I was happy, I was going out. I
went up to Boston to see the family and was feeling great."
Then, on Aug. 26, his doctor called with
post-chemotest results and they were not good. "My cancer is back," Zohn, 35,
tells PEOPLE. "I have never been so scared in my life, for my life."
"It was a complete punch in the face," says the
Survivor: Africa winner, who had been making regular
video diariesfor PEOPLE.com. (Stay tuned for the latest chapter.) When the bad news
hit, Zohn decided to wait until doctors started him on a new course of
treatment before sharing the news with family, friends and now the rest
of the world.
Family Reaction"My mom was obviously upset," Zohn
says. "My brothers everyone's upset. They can't believe it's what's
happening. But on the flip side, everyone's positive and supportive."
He adds, "You have to think positive. And you have to find
the strength, which I will. And you have to rely on other people, which
I will."
The chemotherapy Zohn had endured since May left him
hairlessand plagued by nausea. But it did have some positive effect: The
mango-sized tumor in his chest shrunk significantly. "The original mass
is pretty well contained," Zohn says.
That's the good news. The bad news showed up on PET and CAT
scans: "There was re-growth," Zohn explains. "Two little nodules in a
different location
It's quite rare that not only is there re-growth,
but that there's re-growth so quickly. I was obviously resistant to the
first form of chemotherapy."
Now, doctors have ordered a stem cell transplant aimed, as he puts it, at "hitting the reset button" on his body.
New TreatmentThe new treatment officially called
risk-adapted high dose chemoradiotherapy and autologous stem cell
transplantation for patients with relapsed and primary Hodgkin's
lymphoma will take place in three stages.
The once-shaggy-haired soccer player just emerged from the
first part of stage one: He spent three days in a hospital last week,
where he received a combination of chemotherapy drugs referred to as
ICE. Since Zohn's immune system was in such a fragile state, his
girlfriend,
Survivor: The Amazon winner Jenna Morasca, slept in a chair at his bedside each night dressed in a hospital gown, protective mask and rubber gloves.
After three weeks of rest, he'll return to the hospital for a
second in-patient ICE treatment that will last four days. Doctors will
then harvest healthy stem cells from Zohn's body and freeze them for
later use.
"In stage two I will get blasted twice a day for 14 days with
a high dose of radiation," Zohn told friends via e-mail last week. "In
the final and most difficult stage, I will be admitted to the hospital
for 30 days (yes a whole f'ing month), to get my final chemotherapy
session to start my stem cell transplant."
Remaining PositiveZohn says that both his red and
white blood cell count will be brought down to zero during the
month-long hospital stay most likely in December at which time his
frozen, healthy stem cells will be reintroduced with the aim of
replenishing his body entirely with non-cancerous cells.
"Then I'm cured," he said in his e-mail to friends, showing
his usual air of hope and humor. "Easy as 1, 2, 3
4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9
1000
1,000,000."
As he has since beginning his battle, Zohn is vowing to remain
positive. "Whatever things are thrown at you, you've got to battle
through with a smile on your face," he says, "and the important people
in your life around you."
This just makes me want to cry.....with us having a family member going through cancer right now, to see he has it still just SUCKS! He will beat this as will our cousin! Keep the faith!